{o}{o}{o}{Old Fashioned Gir}{o}{o}{o}

So, I am an old fashioned kinda girl especially about Christmas! I absolutely LOVE Christmas time! I love getting to be with my family! I love getting presents for my loved ones! I love wrapping presents (hence why I was considering a gift wrapping service- I like to do the real fancy pretty bows and all). I love the music! I love the decorating and cooking and eating! I love it all! well except for the probability of losing power at some point in the winter. I am kinda sad this year though. Obviously Christmas hasn't been the same for the past few years. I tend to cry a lot more than I used to at Christmas. Little things set me off on accident and I find myself at work blinking tears out of my eyes before anybody notices. But I know that she is watching over us. I am a very traditional kind of Christmas lover and very sentimental (pack rat) so I keep little things around that remind me of my past Christmases with my family. I was so happy to see that I had packed some of Mom's old Christmas decorations in with the Christmas tree that Rachel picked up this weekend. I can look at then and remember the times I shared with her. I miss her so much and I wish she were here with us. It makes me sad not being able to be home with Daddy and Kryssi to put up the tree this year. I miss my family. I am making myself sadder writing about it. I thought this would make me feel better, but I think I am going to have to go look for cute cat pictures on the net now to cheer myself up. Everyone try to remember that this is the season of good will and joy! It's all about the little ones! Love and Peace everyone!