{confession}

They say that in order to overcome your fears, you must face them. Well, I did that. I DO that. Regularly. But, I am still extremely claustrophobic. I didn't realize how bad I was till we moved up here. I guess I'm still trying to get used to living in a big city instead of bein able to run out and play in the woods whenever I want. I work at the busiest Walmart in town and everyday I end up having to face my claustraphobia. If it's not being squished in the overly crowded aisles, it's having to go find something in the back and go down very narrow, long, dark aisles in the back where you push the button to move the shelves. I'm always afraid somebody's gonna come along and push the button without realizing I'm in there. As if it wasn't a claustrophobic stuation already. It's insane. My body just locks up and I have to take a deep breath and force myself to take each step. But I do it. I face my fear and do what I have to... So, shouldn't I be over it now? Idk. Anyway... Here's a pic to contrast with the gloomy post! Lol.