Sooooooo.... Stayed up til 1 am. Bad idea. Got up at 6 am. Left for school a lil bit after 7am. Took a different way and by passed the EVIL 4 way stop at the top of the hill! :) Got to school by 7:30am... Got some Starbucks coffee at the library and headed to first class... Got there on time!!!! Bad news is I have homework due thursday... from the book... the book I don't have.... the book I can't get... until my financial aid FINALLY gets through proessing. ... :( Got to second class -> On time! sposed to be reading... from the book... the book that I don't have....
Then I had to literally run like a mad woman across campus to get to my Film class <3 We watched some of "Some Like It Hot" and analyzed it. Fun! and then we got home work... from the book... the book that I don't have...
Then I got to sit there and wait for Media and society... and btw my coffee wore off by my second class... :( so I almost fell asleep in that class... Oh and we have a test in there thursday... over chapter one... from the book... the book that I don't have.
So Guess what? Tomorrow before class, I get to go to financial aid and the bookstore and beg them to give me books... so I dont fail.
Yay.... (sarcasm)
Anyway, I have stuff to do and I better get to it.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
---> F!RST DAY @ UCA <---
Soooo.... Today I started classes as a Junior at a REAL college!!!
I got up at 6:30 am. Got a shower. Got dressed. Had a Starbucks Double Shot. Straightened hair. Did makeup. Kissed Ronnie good-bye. Grabbed backpack. Headed off to school...
Spent 15 minutes at a 4 way stop sign.
Finally got to school. Parked. Put money in meter because I didn't have a parking permit yet. With campus map in hand, I dashed to class. Got there 10 minutes late. Cool Professor. I will like my Writing class :)
Dismissed.
Go back to car to check meter---> Almost out of time! Check change pouch=EMPTY! Drive to visitor parking=FULL!!! Drive around in search of parkin space... ... ... >.<# ... finally get parked wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy back in the back somewhere and have to run like crazy back across campus. end up in wrong building. (#$@&!!!!) MAP! run to right building. so tired I actually used the elevator! exhaustion apparently helps me to overcome my claustraphobia! lol. Naw I was the only one on the elevator. I was spazzing the whole time. Finally get to second class... 10 minutes late. Nice prfessor. I think I will like my Enlish Lit 3 class :)
Dismissed.
MAP! Man... I'm all the way on the other freakin side of campus. But I know this building! run...... get there on time!!! Yay! Intro to Film freaking ROCKS!!! I love it!!! Awesome!!! Yay!!! Yay!!! did I mention the intro to FILM ROCKS!!! tee hee! yay!
Dismissed.
Next class is in the same room! Thank goodness! Media and society is cool. But the Prof is kinda quiet-> note to self: need more caffeine!
Dismissed.
Go home and eat take out chinese with my love! Snuggle. Kiss bye. Head out to car. Forgot money for meter. Run back in. Then head back to school. Park. Pay for 2hours. Run to class... wrong building again!!! MAP!!! run to right building and up 4 flights of stairs that go round and round and round... dizzy. get to 4th floor... where's classroom? oh there's 2 different 4th floors in this building. You have to go back down to 3rd floor and to other stair case on other side of building... UGH!... get to class... 10 minutes late. Knock on door.
Professor: "Can I help you?"
Me: "I'm supposed to be in your class."
Professor: "Have you taken draft, design, or photo?"
Me: "...Umm...no."
Professor: "You have to have the prequisites first."
Me: "Oh."
Back down 4 flights of stairs. Tummy hurts. :(
Me: "Damnit I just paid for 2 hours in the meter!"
So I went and got my parking permit and student ID. Left UCA with and hour and 20 minutes still in the meter. And now I hope I can get into the Cinematography class. I web registered and it didnt give me any level restrictions... but then again it let me into that digital photography class too. So I emailed the teacher and am waiting for a response.
And that was my first day. I survived! ^.^
I got up at 6:30 am. Got a shower. Got dressed. Had a Starbucks Double Shot. Straightened hair. Did makeup. Kissed Ronnie good-bye. Grabbed backpack. Headed off to school...
Spent 15 minutes at a 4 way stop sign.
Finally got to school. Parked. Put money in meter because I didn't have a parking permit yet. With campus map in hand, I dashed to class. Got there 10 minutes late. Cool Professor. I will like my Writing class :)
Dismissed.
Go back to car to check meter---> Almost out of time! Check change pouch=EMPTY! Drive to visitor parking=FULL!!! Drive around in search of parkin space... ... ... >.<# ... finally get parked wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy back in the back somewhere and have to run like crazy back across campus. end up in wrong building. (#$@&!!!!) MAP! run to right building. so tired I actually used the elevator! exhaustion apparently helps me to overcome my claustraphobia! lol. Naw I was the only one on the elevator. I was spazzing the whole time. Finally get to second class... 10 minutes late. Nice prfessor. I think I will like my Enlish Lit 3 class :)
Dismissed.
MAP! Man... I'm all the way on the other freakin side of campus. But I know this building! run...... get there on time!!! Yay! Intro to Film freaking ROCKS!!! I love it!!! Awesome!!! Yay!!! Yay!!! did I mention the intro to FILM ROCKS!!! tee hee! yay!
Dismissed.
Next class is in the same room! Thank goodness! Media and society is cool. But the Prof is kinda quiet-> note to self: need more caffeine!
Dismissed.
Go home and eat take out chinese with my love! Snuggle. Kiss bye. Head out to car. Forgot money for meter. Run back in. Then head back to school. Park. Pay for 2hours. Run to class... wrong building again!!! MAP!!! run to right building and up 4 flights of stairs that go round and round and round... dizzy. get to 4th floor... where's classroom? oh there's 2 different 4th floors in this building. You have to go back down to 3rd floor and to other stair case on other side of building... UGH!... get to class... 10 minutes late. Knock on door.
Professor: "Can I help you?"
Me: "I'm supposed to be in your class."
Professor: "Have you taken draft, design, or photo?"
Me: "...Umm...no."
Professor: "You have to have the prequisites first."
Me: "Oh."
Back down 4 flights of stairs. Tummy hurts. :(
Me: "Damnit I just paid for 2 hours in the meter!"
So I went and got my parking permit and student ID. Left UCA with and hour and 20 minutes still in the meter. And now I hope I can get into the Cinematography class. I web registered and it didnt give me any level restrictions... but then again it let me into that digital photography class too. So I emailed the teacher and am waiting for a response.
And that was my first day. I survived! ^.^
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Dear Mom,
So Ronnie and I went grocery shopping at Kroger tonight, and I just thought I should let you know how much it made me think of you. <3 It was really neat and clean and totally different from shopping at Walmart. I told Ronnie it made me feel like Barbie! <3 You know how the doll stores were always so neat with the fake food and stuff for Barbie, Ken, Skipper, and little Kelly! Yes, I thought of playing Barbie. and then we spent thirty minutes in the floral department. I could really picture you there and Daddy flirting with you for the first time! And yes Mom, he told me what the first thing he ever said to you was! and NO it was NOT as romantic as his poems! lol <3 I found a Calla Lily I want to buy! Really bad!!! It was like my brain went back in time... I was walking through the store with Ronnie making our new mwmories, but my mind was lost in old memories the whole time. I have to tell Angel that we bought some Zapp's! I could see your face and hear your voice Mom... I miss you! I register for classes tomorrow!! I wish I could just pick up the phone and call you on the way home... tell you about school and love and life, and get the advice only you could give. I wish I could spend my friday night watching Audrey Hepburn movies with you and listening to Dolly Parton. I wish you were still here. I just thought I;d let you know how much we all miss you and love you!!! <3
Good night, Mom! I love you!
~Tiffy <3
Good night, Mom! I love you!
~Tiffy <3
Friday, August 13, 2010
Burn Away

Hello Lonely Girl.
Hello Broken Girl.
Hello Lifeless Doll.
That’s all you are.
Life is too short to waste.
Why so sad little toy?
What did the world
Do to you now?
Did he cast you aside again?
Were you all alone again?
How can a world so beautiful
Treat its own so cruelly?
Is it hate or fear or pain?
Does it even matter anymore?
Or do you just want to burn?
With the rest of the broken…?
Tossed out, left empty and hopeless…
I just want to burn away.
O.o ----> Me is BoRed!i!
Sooooooo............!
I am in one of my very femme moods.... yes I can get exceptionally girly on occasion. In fact I am also in one of those creative girly moods... which is bad because I amnot feeling well and creativity is best perfected when you don't get tired half way through. Like last night I did my nails... s'posed to be all pretty and such but... I got fed up with the toothpick and my lack of lefthanded skill so my left nails look okay but then my right hand leaves a lot to be desired. Still on there though cuz I couldn't find my brand new bottle of nail polish remover... I could've sworn I brought it up here! Anyway... so yeah. uber bored and under the intense desire to get dolled up and go out... but I gotta work all weekend and I fear that any attempts to convince my Fiance' to go out will be in vain. and Btw I would like to leave a little sidenote here for the makers of: Pamprin Complete, Midol Complete, and Escedrin Menstrual Complete----> YOU SUCK!!! YOur products DO NOT WORK!!! either that or I have like the worst cramps in the world. But I am beginning to believe that men are the ones making these meds... this is a job better left to women. and by the way I think that it is descrimination for a woman not to be able to call in for work due to menstrual pains. I do not plan on calling in or anything, I'm my momma's daughter and I can put on a smile and work through just about anything---> It's called DEALING WITH IT! .. but it just crossed my mind because I know that there are women out there who have worse cramps than me and I think that it is a legit reason to be able to call in without getting in trouble because you can't help it... it's Nature! but I guess I am ranting now... man I really need something to do. Peace out for now!
I am in one of my very femme moods.... yes I can get exceptionally girly on occasion. In fact I am also in one of those creative girly moods... which is bad because I amnot feeling well and creativity is best perfected when you don't get tired half way through. Like last night I did my nails... s'posed to be all pretty and such but... I got fed up with the toothpick and my lack of lefthanded skill so my left nails look okay but then my right hand leaves a lot to be desired. Still on there though cuz I couldn't find my brand new bottle of nail polish remover... I could've sworn I brought it up here! Anyway... so yeah. uber bored and under the intense desire to get dolled up and go out... but I gotta work all weekend and I fear that any attempts to convince my Fiance' to go out will be in vain. and Btw I would like to leave a little sidenote here for the makers of: Pamprin Complete, Midol Complete, and Escedrin Menstrual Complete----> YOU SUCK!!! YOur products DO NOT WORK!!! either that or I have like the worst cramps in the world. But I am beginning to believe that men are the ones making these meds... this is a job better left to women. and by the way I think that it is descrimination for a woman not to be able to call in for work due to menstrual pains. I do not plan on calling in or anything, I'm my momma's daughter and I can put on a smile and work through just about anything---> It's called DEALING WITH IT! .. but it just crossed my mind because I know that there are women out there who have worse cramps than me and I think that it is a legit reason to be able to call in without getting in trouble because you can't help it... it's Nature! but I guess I am ranting now... man I really need something to do. Peace out for now!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Fresh Starts :)
So, I haven't been on here in a while...
A lot of things have changed recently in my life...
I'd like to say that all were for the best, but one can never be too certain of what life holds for them. I moved to Conway with my Fiance' Ronnie. We are currently staying with his sister Rachel. My Daddy moved to Jonesboro with my little sister Krystin. My older sister got a divorce and moved to Alabama. So as you can see, life is definitely in motion! the major downside to everything is that I am less able to see my family. I am quite perturbed with some situations *cough cough* lack of seeing my favorite niece *cough cough* but that is a very touchy and tough topic right now so we will move one to others... Daddy is finally in JB so I am happy about that! soon they will get internet and I will be able to talk to him all the time!!! I am extremely excited about that because I am a total Daddy's girl and I miss him a wholllllllllllllle lot!!!! and I miss my lil sissy boo!!! I miss my big sis too!!! and I really miss my mommy! I feel like I am at a point in my life where a daughter could really use some of my mom's advice. and all you little girls out there... Listen to your mother!!! she is so much smarter than you no matter how much you think you know!!! and you never know how long you have so cut the stupid rebellious stage short and try to actually enjoy the opportunities you have! Ok so no more sad stuff!!!
Conway freeakin rocks!!!! You can actually go out and eat at a real restaraunt (not lame fast food) after 10pm! Which is great because the whole nocturnal thing is in my blood! Did I mention that being 21 is kinda cool? I'm not a big drinker... but every once in a while it is fun to go out and get drink with friends! Rachel, Ronnie, and I (please note the use of proper grammar there!) went out to this awesome place called Old Chicago and I had a "Sunset Beach" it was positively delicious! Also, I still CSM at Wally world. I transferred to store 5 up here. It's HUMONGOUS!!! But I really like it! Everybody is super nice and b/c it's a college town, I work with lots of people my age which is nice when your in a sort of authorative position because then you dont have the older people looking down on you because you're so young. and yes I still look like a lil kid and the dude at old chicago thought my ID was fake. :( Oh well... I'll appreciate it when I'm older. I just have to keep reminding myself! lol neway so that is how life is treating me these days and I think I have written way too much so I am going to stop now. K bye!
A lot of things have changed recently in my life...
I'd like to say that all were for the best, but one can never be too certain of what life holds for them. I moved to Conway with my Fiance' Ronnie. We are currently staying with his sister Rachel. My Daddy moved to Jonesboro with my little sister Krystin. My older sister got a divorce and moved to Alabama. So as you can see, life is definitely in motion! the major downside to everything is that I am less able to see my family. I am quite perturbed with some situations *cough cough* lack of seeing my favorite niece *cough cough* but that is a very touchy and tough topic right now so we will move one to others... Daddy is finally in JB so I am happy about that! soon they will get internet and I will be able to talk to him all the time!!! I am extremely excited about that because I am a total Daddy's girl and I miss him a wholllllllllllllle lot!!!! and I miss my lil sissy boo!!! I miss my big sis too!!! and I really miss my mommy! I feel like I am at a point in my life where a daughter could really use some of my mom's advice. and all you little girls out there... Listen to your mother!!! she is so much smarter than you no matter how much you think you know!!! and you never know how long you have so cut the stupid rebellious stage short and try to actually enjoy the opportunities you have! Ok so no more sad stuff!!!
Conway freeakin rocks!!!! You can actually go out and eat at a real restaraunt (not lame fast food) after 10pm! Which is great because the whole nocturnal thing is in my blood! Did I mention that being 21 is kinda cool? I'm not a big drinker... but every once in a while it is fun to go out and get drink with friends! Rachel, Ronnie, and I (please note the use of proper grammar there!) went out to this awesome place called Old Chicago and I had a "Sunset Beach" it was positively delicious! Also, I still CSM at Wally world. I transferred to store 5 up here. It's HUMONGOUS!!! But I really like it! Everybody is super nice and b/c it's a college town, I work with lots of people my age which is nice when your in a sort of authorative position because then you dont have the older people looking down on you because you're so young. and yes I still look like a lil kid and the dude at old chicago thought my ID was fake. :( Oh well... I'll appreciate it when I'm older. I just have to keep reminding myself! lol neway so that is how life is treating me these days and I think I have written way too much so I am going to stop now. K bye!
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